¤Living A Dream¤

A tear for every day

In these long four years

When I lay all alone

Crying on my bed

Longing for your presence

Dreaming of your kiss,

Wishing that you’d love me-

Feelings you disguised.

Time has left a scar there,

Where I once used to be

Took you away from me

Erased me from your dreams.

I’m still there to this day

Sitting, waiting, wishing,

Reliving a moment,

A dream that could have been:

The two of us together

Holding hands, just like that last night,

Hoping it would last forever

Learning to believe in love at first sight.

You changed my life, no need to confess

Around you my heart melts

From the moment our eyes met

So long now to this day.

The fact that we never happened

When we both felt the same

Leaves me hopeless and in doubt

Of things I once believed.

Love then seemed so simple

That one plus one was two

But as it seems, always is never

And my lonely heart is here as proof.

I feel alone, out in the pouring rain

Nowhere to run for cover,

No one to shield me from this pain.

I just stand there crying,

Imagining I’m home

In front of the fireplace,

With you next to me to hold.

Your heart is no longer a part of this dream

And though I know it’s truly foolish,

I still believe that there’s a door to you-

To this door you hold the key.

Show me the way, once more let me in

Give us the chance we never got,

Let us finally live a dream…

~*~The Day Our Eyes Met~*~

I can see a million flaws on you
In no more than a glance,
Yet all I can do is adore you,
Since I know of nothing else.

Somehow my heart is aching
Everytime you look and don't see,
I feel vague when I'm around you,
My heart breaks everytime you speak.

It's so ironic, cuz I wondered
If I should allow to love you again
It took me years to let go,
And merely a smile
To once more let you in.

I was a girl with a life so simple,
A girl who hated everything male,
It took but a look to change me,
And you are the one to blame.

It's clear I wish to erase you
And that day when our eyes met
I wish I was warned it would change me
In ways I could never forget.

Love Hurts

You see me and smile,
I smile back and we hug.
You say we’re friends,
But I feel more.
You cannot see,
I cannot tell,
In fear you may not take it well.
You mustn’t hear,
I hate to fear, but mustn’t say a word.
You say we’re friends and you’re sincere,
But I have to hide when you are near.
You do not know what goes on inside,
But though it ain’t bad I can’t speak my mind.
I hate to lie,
I have no choice,
Cuz when you’re near I lose my voice.
Why should it hurt to tell the truth
When I am merely in love with you?
What’s funny is,
I have to say,
I’d love to tell you any day.
To get this load off of my chest
And to once again be able to rest.
The only part I ever fear,
Is that you may be hurt by what you hear.

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